started my journey 6 months ago. i kept finding new goa trance songs every day. started to feel like im the only one who exists, that im god. feels like i have powers of clairvoyance. my third eye was activated from dmt. salvia solidified my third eye. all i wanted was to find a gf. i dont like the afterlife. im terrified. i dont ever want to die again. what can we do?